Eh? That was before your time, whipper-snapper.
:@
And it was absolutely a combination of the first time playing a game with atypical mechanics, no weapon choice, and no time to practice beforehand due to shitty overheating servers. :@
If you want proof, attend the next meat with a computer running your choice of Unreal Tournament, Firearms, or Counter-Strike 1.3 and I'll coat the floor with fragments of your shattered smile. :@